This morning I'm listening to Berlioz's Requiem. I must say there are moments I can understand why the French critics of the time found his music confusing. Much of it is glorious, and then along comes a passage for just the large brass section, and you wonder what the hell he was thinking.
I love his music, but that's a great description of how crazy it can be. As for the Requiem, I have the classic RCA recording, I think it's Munch/Boston, but I never got very far getting this particular piece into my blood.
I'm an agnostic avoider of organized religion, but I do believe something I'll call God exists in nature and our humanity. My Sunday mornings, instead of church, are spent listening to sacred music by great composers. This morning was Berlioz, but I most often listen to Bach cantatas, Mozart and Schubert masses, and, from there, Rachmaninoff's Vespers, Beethoven's Missa solemis, or whatever tickles my fancy, depending on if it's a holiday season. During Advent, Christmas, and New Year's, it's carols, Berlioz L'Enfance du Christ, Handel's Messiah, Saint-Saens' and Bach's Christomas oratorios, and Bach's cantatas, at Easter it's Bach's Easter Oratoria. St Matthew Passion, etc.